Post 1 week in Batu Pahat

Seriously it seems freaking long since my last update. I had passed my first professional exam in Sem 9. Currently moving on, looking for new experience in Batu Pahat. Starting with Medicine posting. My housemates - Leong, Ellice, and Hui Ying. Maybe not.
It had been a lonely first week. Besides the busy ward round, searching for cases for portfolios, classes, and CFCS, every action and every task was just like entertaining only myself. I noticed that I had been drifting away from the reality. Emptiness, loneliness, losing appetite, insomnia, and the feeling of everything is under my control. It's like the whole universe was just mine. And I'm the lonely guy in that freaking universe. What's going wrong with me eh? Diagnosis? Havent reach two weeks yet. Still have another week to diagnose myself as having MDD. Damn... Yet, still able to function in the society. I have my dear dear to support me. Zher Lin is still a funny and Chinese guy to me. Some of the pieces are still intact and I'm blessed for those. Anyway, I'm now officially reopening my blog. Guess that this is the only place that I'm going to speak out for another 6 months? Perhaps.
Signing off.