Hurra!

Yeap, finished my GP posting today. Still got some headache. RawR! Taken panadol already and it seemed to show some effect now. :P
Anyway my dear dear is coming down to KL! Will be reaching in two hours time!
Signing off now~ *swoosh*

RawR

Neck pain. Full stop. ><

After For So Long...

Hello world! I'm back after so long. Lets see...3 months plus? Woah.
Anyway, I had been through a lot. Went to Perth for my selective and elective; then back to KL to stun at home; then started my postings again in November. First posting was Orthopaedics and I was the leader. O_O And next was pyschiatry. Now I am in Fam Med. Currently doing my GP attachment in the clinic near my house. Morning to noon. Noon to night. RawR! And then my exam is coming~how am I going to study? >< Give me ohm! Give me power! Give me the force of awesomeness! Lolx.
Alright then. Going to sleep soon~
P.S. Something uttering inside me~somatization? Should be lah~ :)

Health check day

Bah. UWA requires so many tests before declaring that I'm 'clean' to go into the hospital. Below are the schedule of my day:

8.45 a.m. - Woke up

9.15 a.m. - Went to nearby clinic to get MMR injection and Hepatitis B test. Wahkau! A chickenpox antibody test costs RM90! But I didn't test for that. Too expensive. See how it goes then~

9.30 a.m. - Still waiting...(Too many people!)

10.00 a.m. - Still waiting...

10.30 a.m. - Finally my turn! 0_0"

10.45 a.m. - Had breakfast just opposite the clinic

11.00 a.m. - Travelled back to Seremban

12.00p.m. - Went to Seremban Hospital to read my Mantoux test. Result: 12mm (negative!) Results were written in Bahasa. Argh!

12.15p.m. - Spent some time in library to translate the result into English. SAD people went for lunch. Had to come back later.

12.45p.m. - Travelled back to S2 home

1.00p.m. - Spent quite some time to clear the fridge and to transfer stuffs into my car (Clothes, books, newspapers, etc.)

1.30p.m. - Travelled back to university to certify the result

2.00p.m. - Back to K.L. Half way ate McD :D

The university was so quiet. There were no cars at all! Pity our canteen 'mother'. No business. Nevermind. Next week the new batch of juniors will enroll plus with the return of new Sem 8 and Sem 9 students. Yata!

Funny~

It's Namawee!

Perth, 2 months holidays, Sem 8, & Sem 9: Here I come!

Today is the day of everything (referring to the title). Trying to crawl away from the bed at 7.30a.m. Succeeded. Prepared. And reached there by 8.30a.m. Then after announcing the viva list, we had to wait for 5 hours. Do you get me? Freaking 5 hours in the lecture theater! Darn. I can do many things in this 5 hours period. Also don't forget the heart pumping moment when someone opened that freaking door. Wahsai~Anyway, the results were announced at 1p.m. I'm glad to survive. Also glad that that person who was hiding at the corner that day passed the exam. Yes, Omedetou to everyone!

Thousand congratulations to our 5 distinctions friends! Mind me if I spelled wrongly their names:

1. David Yong
2. Lup Yik
3. Ching Mei
4. Yen Loo
5. And the top scorer - Jue Jing!

All must belanja this noob author either breakfast, lunch, dinner, or supper! Muahaha~

Oh well. One step closer to the MBBS. Sem 8 and sem 9 will be another obstacles! Never give up! Go! Break! Go! Break! Go! Break! Break! Go!

P.s. Have to start packing to leave Seremban tomorrow. Also have to start packing for Perth! Can't wait to meet my dear! *spin-spin-spin* (La~La~La~) XD

P.s.s. Oh cr**! Took the Mantoux test just now. Burning burning burning. Argh! Will review the result by next Monday. Have to travel back to Seremban. =="

Movies and tonnes of basketballz

Oh yeah. Had been playing basketball since Tuesday. Watched G.I. Joe and District 9. Summary: G.I. Joe is firing awesome even though the graphics are not at par with Transformers; District 9 is also a unique movie, with lots of lots of prawns, humans, and f*** words. Oh, don't forget about lots of bodies explode into juices.

Finally, the day has come. Tomorrow the results will be announced. Hereby, I wish for the best in everyone. Lets go to Sem 8 together, everyone!

Exam over...

Exam has finally over. Everyone was shouting in the library. It was the only moment when library became like a pasar. Well no doubt some were upset. And, I found one. Hiding. Cornering. Sad. What I could do was just stared, watched, listened, and walked off the room quietly. Evacuated IMU asap. Watching the car left.

"How's the feeling when you couldn't give a hug to someone who really need one?"

Oh well...At least everyone now feels relieved and free from studies.

Anyway can't wait to meet my dear in Perth. One more week. Ah! I need to do Mantoux test and some antibodies tests to clear myself as a 'clean' person. =D

Alright, login off...Sleep~

You & Me

Lets sing along! ^^

SAQ paper

Exam has finally started. Today was the SAQ paper.
Question of the day/year/IMU, first question: H1N1 virus! (Zzz...) Was shocked when I read the question. Was wondering what hell of infection this fella can get from US (of course, current trend is US = H1N1). Thinking quite long, finally preferred to skip and came back to the question after finishing others. Still answer that question as H1N1. Wahsai~

Darn. Hopefully I'm doing well in this paper. Got to buckle up for OSPE and OSCE. OSCE-phobia because it is STAND ALONE.

Go! Break! Go! Break! Go! Break! Go! Break! Break! Go!



My MVP Valentine Theme by 5566



Omg. Those who had watched My MVP Valentine before, remember the ending? This is the special ending. I just noticed got such ending. Sob sob.

Last...

L-A-S-T
Full stop.

Another sleepless night...

Definitely having insomnia is not a good thing for me...And yeah. I had one yesterday night, even I felt tired. Turned and turned around on the bed. The weather at night was so hot. Why was I insomnic? Argh! Watched few episodes of My MVP Valentine before I went to bed. (Good old days during high school period where I watched this Taiwan drama...Inspired by basketball eh~) Something went into my mind, asking me to be insomnic. A clue that something bad was going to happen? I hope not. But yet it did happen. Oh well. As before, wandering around the darkness. Silent. Silent. Yet more silent. Felt so lonely. Lack of bravery.
Back into my room. Lying on the bed for quite some time. Holding my baby pooh. Talked to him/her for a while. Listened to some songs from my handphone. Yet, eyes still big big. Clock struck 5 plus...Somehow later on, my brain just shut down and there I went - the dreamland.

Darn. Did I sound too emo ? *sweat* Another illustration of my loneliness. But I feel better now. As usual, stress is the factor! Alright, time to get back to my study. Two more days and the war will start! (IMU-bots! Transform and roll out!) *guling* *guling* *guling* (Lame~)

EOP results out!

Woah. Was told that today the EOP results were out. The mortality rate is significantly high! Omg. Wondering if I should collect my results later...Hmm. Hopefully I will pass at least. Oh well. Life continues with more studies to be done! Brb.

Morning

Morning is never be complete without breakfast. Woke up by an angelic message. Washed up. Went to Old Town for some breakfast set with Zher Lin. Had two butter-kaya toasts and half boiled eggs (simple yet statisfied). Went to supermarket to buy some Jusco made sushis for lunch later. Tapao for Leong a nasi ayam with roasted pork. Maybe it sounds childish with all these breakfast thingy but somehow I felt much happier than yesterday.

After a short moment of satisfaction, it's time for me to get back to my studies. Going to finish Paeds by this afternoon then will read about Internal Med (another bigshot subject huh~). Oh well. Life goes on...

P.S. Glad that you are doing well in your exam dear! :)

(4.05p.m. now...)

Had been sitting in the living room with my OHCM . Half way through the GI system. Somewhat got ohm to study today, which is a good thing. Hope to maintain it until late night. Ate my sushis before this. Held the first piece of omellete sushi and stared at it for a moment. (Ah...When was the last time I ate sushis~) Anyway, if I'm in the mood to jog, I will do so. Todays weather is awesomely good. Sunshine and don't forget it's very hot outside. Going to take a light shower now. Phiew~ Alright, update again later. :)

Yesterday night...

"Yesterday was somehow a sleepless night for me. It began like this. Was revising half way and something dashed into my room and my mind. Something was not right after all. Spent half an hour wandering around somewhere filled with darkness and loneliness. Just two of us: Me and my soul. Found the location. Glad. Treated the condition with white, blue, and green. (Spectra?) But yet still felt abit worried and therefore was sleepless until 4 plus 5. However, slowly and slowly, my eyes closed, wishing for a better day in 5 hours time."

(Manatau...)

Woke up. *sniff-sniff* Argh~The air is filled with haze now. The air is so freaking bad. How to jog after this? *Allergic solute*

The day is getting better but somehow is ruined by this @#$% haze. Anyway have to finish paeds by tonight. Ciao!

Note: Scenario above just a description for 'fun'. Practising my english. :)

(11.30p.m. now...)

Practised PE with Zher Lin and Wen Leong just now. Good to revise back some stuffs that I had forgotten. Somehow, I sounded harsh towards Leong at the start. My apology. Mood not that good. (Mood swing?) Who knows. Maybe there is trigger for it?

Still haven't finish my Paeds. Obviously I'm lagging behind. *Sigh* Tired yet wanting to push myself. Oh well. That's all for now. Signing off to get back to my books. BB

Paeds

Revising paeds now. My favourite but yet difficult subject. While studying, I could remember the infants and children that I had seen during the posting. I miss everyone of them. Was wondering how they are doing now, especially the 6-month-old baby girl (currently should be 7 months plus already). She is so adorable but it is unfortunate for her to have a genetic disease called Spinal Muscular Atrophy (SMA). There are many subtypes of SMA and most of them died of recurrent chest infections. Pity her. Hope she is healthy. *Sigh*

Original MV (1994) of 你把我灌醉 ! :D

Belajar

Buckling-buckling up. Two times the power and two times the syokness. However, I can't stop watching those singing videos. Hahaha. Way too nice already!
Alright have to continue study. Just drop by to type some words. Exercise fingers. Lol.

Another video. Nice song. Love it also! Translation: "You are the only one in this world"

AL-R-I-T-E

AL-R-I-T-E! Time to end this. This is not the time to think about it. Stop it. End it. And that's it! Yeap. Feel relieved. Don't ask me why but with Zher Lin's return this evening makes me a much normal person as before. No more thinking negatively. No more. "Something that does not belong to you will never belong to you. Keep that in your prefrontal or mesolimbic or whatever part of your brain."
By the way, below are the conversation between me and Zher Lin when we were on our way back from the hospital just now:

(Driving half way...)
I said, "Zher Lin..."
"Yea?" he responded.
"You know...this is the first time I miss someone. And guess who I miss?"
"What do you mean? Who is that?"
"Well, I must admit that I miss you!"
Both of us, "Bwahahahaha"
(What the...)

But honestly, these one and a half day studying alone at Seremban (plus all the exam stress etc.) really make me 'puke'. Now I understand how my dear dear feels.

After spending so much time on my bed today (Um. 13 hours?), I guess tomorrow I have to buckle up even more already. Can't lose to anyone (Kiasu-nya). Nolah. I want everyone to pass the exam with flying spectra! Woo-hoo~

This August Mission objectives:
(1) Study enough
(2) Sleep enough
(3) Take exam
(4) Pass the exam (try to get as good result as possible)
(5) Do some lab test for the elective
(6) Go back home to meet my family
(7) Pack my luggage
(8) Fly to Perth
(9) Hug and kiss my dear!
(10) Oh yea. And don't forget about my elective/selective also =="


Nice video and song. Never stop loving it!

Acute Amnesia...

How does it feel like to forget something? Is it fun?
*squeeking sound from somewhere...* of course not lah, boss. (Classic~)

Yeap, definitely it is not fun. How dare that I am going to lose all the memories especially those precious memories with my dear dear and ,do not forget that, the knowledge that I have obtained so far from clinical school. So difficult you know. Sweat, sleep, fat, and blood? ...

Yet, sometimes we need to forget to learn. Common. Our brain can not contain everything in this universe. I do not know how Albert Einstein did it but still in overall population, we tend to forget. Bit by bit per minute, piece by piece per hour, chunk by chunk per day, part by part per week, area by area per month, and hemisphere by hemisphere per year. Simple: A process where your brain starts to degenerate. Can imagine when your MMSE score hit below 25? Wahsai~

Alright. Time to get back to sleep. I am getting the hang of the substance...Will wake up in another 6 to 7 hours time to get back to studying track. Ta-tas. Saying to myself: "Kee, you will be alright k. Snap your finger twice and the exam marks and others will go into your pocket!" *sounds cool hor~*

Weird...

"I had been thinking weird lately. I admitted that I was preoccupied. Plenty to study plus plenty of exercise plus some gaming time plus some laughs with the OCD Zher lin and yet still can not prevent myself from preoccupying. Perplex look all the time. Staring, and staring, and yet still staring. Occasionally hypnopompic auditory hallucination and was wondering who was outside my room."

Miss my dear who is now studying psychiatry in UWA and yet, I was still preoccupied.
*scream to those who are reading this post* What is your diagnosis?

Answer: Brief psychosis

Yes. I had been revising psychiatry lately and somehow got hook into it. Anyway plenty left to be studied.
Of course. Life goes on...*Cactus (the mineral water drink)*

Suffering

Something is suffering deep inside me. Mentally. Mentally. And even mentally. No doubts that physically I am normal. Yet, still actively gymming and jogging. Just jogged today. Life is never be awesome without exercise. I am serious. Feel so fresh after a sweaty jog and a good nice cool bath. Woohoo~Sitting infront of my laptop, playing online game for an hour. Seeing the clock, "Oops, time's up...Time to return to my books!"

Obs and Paeds combo is always the "best". However, if they give us more time, I am sure that I wont be suffering right now. No matter how, still aim for the best! Wu Jian Dao!

Our beloved taiko, Cheng Jun, is now staying with us. Together with other Bmed students, namely Liyann, Pui Fun, Jc, KS, Chester, and others, they are currently posted in clinical school Seremban for two weeks. Their main objective: For clinical exposure before they head to Queensland! It is a good experience for them to learn something before getting a culture shock in the clinical year later on. Too bad we Sem 7 people are facing our main obstacle right now: the end of posting exam and of course, the Sem 7 professional exam! Adui~

Just a short post for today. Tomorrow will be adrenaline-rush-moment! Everyone will be so stress and tense. I am trying to remain chill and happy. Smiling around always brings comfort to myself. This does not mean that I am schizophrenic or maniac. Haha~Alrite then. *toot* *offline*

Ob Red Alert

Had a class on Ob emergencies. Four common emergencies had been performed together with sem 9 seniors: Cord prolapse, eclampsia, postpartum haemorrhage (PPH), and shoulder dystocia. The sem 9 seniors were the ones that showed us how to handle an Ob emergency. We had our all time favourite actors to help us: Jen Lye as the patient in cord prolapse, Kajen as the patient in eclampsia, Wen Leong as the patient in PPH, and Eugene as the patient in shoulder dystocia.

1. Jen Lye: Heard a 'pop' sound with gush of liqour, on digital vaginal examination by a house officer, was found to have cord prolapse, had to deliver via ELSCS (no choice-lah~)
2. Kajen: Admitted due to hypertension and severe proteinuria with headache and epigastric, went fitted on the bed, treated as eclampsia, also had to deliver via ELSCS
3. Wen Leong: Delivered 'her' baby, but there was severe bleeding, with possible uterine atony, alerted as PPH (No worries for 'her' baby. Just have to save him from going into shock)
4. Eugene: Man of the day, who was halfway delivering 'her' baby, was found that there was shoulder dystocia by house officers, was asked to be in McRobert's position (well, kind of obscene position whereby you have to abduction and flex your hips until the chest), few manoeuvres were tried before sending him to OT for ELSCS

Interesting class. Very funny. I enjoyed it. However, I almost dose-off in the next class. What a tiring day. Seksa-nya! Anyway, going to gym now. Need to increase some blood flowing into my cerebrae! :D

?Big Baby?

Phiew~What a tiring day. It's 12 plus midnight now. Just want to make an entry here before I go to bed. Was covering ward just now since 7.30p.m. As usual: Clerking, examining, reading case files, and ward round. However, something funny happened during the moment I entered the ward. I saw a baby boy who looked so huge. *stunned* I walked to the mother and below are the short conversations:

*Build rapport. Da Da Da*
I asked the mother, "Puan, berapakah berat baby ?"
She said, "5 kilos."
*exophthalmos* "Wah...besarnya. Bilakah puan bersalin?"
"Oh...Saya bersalin dekat March."

*toing!*
My brain, "Aiyak! Zha dou!"

The actual story is like this: She came for elective bilateral tubal ligation after having six children. Since there was no one at home taking care of her baby, plus she is still breastfeeding him, she brought him to the hospital for convenience. And I was wondering why she was admitted into the Obs ward instead of Gynae ward. She explained that in Obs ward, there are nurses who can take care of her baby when she goes for operation.

*I see* What a surpise occurence!

P.s. Of course, I don't miss the chance to play with the baby! Aiyoyo so cute! :D

OBs

Time flies and this is the fourth week of my obs posting. Woot! I must admit that Obs is NEVER BE EASY! You can study all the diseases in Obs if 'chiong' 24 hours /7 days / 52 weeks. However, when comes to management, you have to take care of both mother and fetus. (Well, the term baby better rite? :P ) When a mother goes into shock, resuscitation comes first. Then, only later assess the baby. If the baby not alive, sigh...

Even worst scenario, when a disease e.g. abruptio placenta sets in, even the baby is less than term, you have to deliver the baby no matter what. Saddest thing is that when the baby is delivered and appears to be quiet, it's a 'kaboom' to both parents. Even more sigh...

Yesterday we had a session on how to deal with bereavement in perinatal death. I must admit it is very difficult to break bad news to parents. Imagine...The mother was sweating and screaming in pain, often spending so much time than the time you spend for sleeping, just to deliver her baby safely into this world. Finally, she got through the difficult moment, hoping to see her baby crying and lying on her chest. Then, there's no crying at all *pause* *stunned* Medical officers / speacialists came to her, shook their heads, informing that her baby couldn't make it into this world. *even stunned* *more pause* *tears rolling* (Sigh...think about it)

That's obs. No doubts that we celebrate new lives in the labour room everyday; but sometimes there are sad moments too. Survival of the fittest? Who knows...

P.s. Obs clinical next friday...Must do my best!
P.s.s. Obs & paeds MCQs next thursday...Go go go!
P.s.s.s Miss my dear...I'm hereby apologizing that I spend so little time to talk to you. Hope you understand. Above all, love ya! <3

*Off I go*

Konon-nya Opening Ceremony

Alright. This is ridiculous. After ended blogging for so long (almost 4 years), now I am once again 'revived' to blog nonsense in this very new blogpage. I shall leave my old blogpage (www.xanga.com/keewan) to be deserted for now. Hahaha. Oh well. It's a way to improve my english anyway. Just a reminder before reading my post: "Kindly beware of my grammars and vocabs. They will be quite bad for sure" *peace*
Okay then. That's for now. I have some serious reading to do for tomorrow seminar. Of course, a chat with my dear before ending my day with good sleep. Bah..Have to wake up early tomorrow for CP. Seriously I need more sleep. Getting fatigue day by day after long hours of ward work and seminar/TBL.
Bye then.
P.s. Miss you dear. =)
P.s.s. I hope I have time to update blog everyday.